Changes

Ok. I am starting to wonder why I really even have a blog, because I always forget about it for a while and then come back to it. So, I am thinking that this is a time for change for my family. We have been living in the apartment for about six months now and things have gotten harder if anything. We thought that moving here would be cheaper but it's not, and we absolutely hate living in an apartment. Baby Bear needs a house and a yard! Also, the support here from my family hasn't changed one bit! They have made the effort to come here  like once since December and we do not live that far away! So Papa Bear and I have decided it's time for a HUGE  change. We are moving! The move could possibly be taking place as soon as July. His mom is already looking for a place for us to move into. We have two options, both of  which make me kind of nervous. We could move into our own place and still struggle starting out, or we could get a place with Grandma while we try to get back up on our feet and possibly save money to buy a house if that's what we want to do. Obviously the thought of living with Grandma terrifies me again. But it seems like it might be the smart decision when it comes to getting back to financial stability. The weather also scares me. Winters are way worse and way longer there. But that is something I suppose I can get used to if it means we are doing what is best for Baby Bear. We also want to get married. The plan was to do so before we move. But I dont know if it is going to work out that way or not. I would love it if it did, but it may not be too practical right now. I just want to be married before we move back to where Papa Bear is from. That may seem silly but it is kinda important to me. The sad thing about moving is that we might not be able to take Piggy. I don't know how she would do with the drive. Plus its really hard to find a place that is ok with her. However, I have a friend who has two kids that really wants her. Piggy loves them and they love her. It might be a smart move to leave her where I know she will be happy. I suppose I will try to keep you posted on how things fall into place!