My Birthday is Coming

So I am less than two weeks from my birthday. Its so funny. But last year I was looking forward to my birthday and thought so much about it. But alot of that was because my birthday party and my baby shower were on the same weekend. Well this year I have barely even thought about it. I have thought more about what I wanted to do for Baby Bear's birthday and the fact that I cant believe she is already about to turn one. My mom asked me what I wanted for my birthday and i realized then that I had totally forgotten about it. I have a million ideas of things that I would love. I don't care to have some huge party. All that matters to me is seeing my family and spending a good day with my daughter and boyfriend. I'm sure we will have some sort of family dinner. My mom thinks that she can suprise me with one, but ya right... We do it every year, how is it really supposed to be a suprise? But when it comes to what I want... I would love to have things that are just for me. I need an all new wardrobe from where my body is just a little different from having a baby. I would love a mani and a pedi and to go shopping! I want to change how i dress so it all seems so exciting to me. Its just funny that from being a mother I literally forgot all about my birthday until the month before.