Uninspired

Hello blog world!

I love you, and i miss you! But lately I have no idea what to say to you.  I know that I am definitely not the only one who goes through this, but I have been going through it so much lately!

I am not going to stop blogging... like ever! But I was talking to Stephany the other day and I was telling her that it was really funny. Before I ever had any business I blogged all the time. If I didn't post daily, it was every other day. But the thing is that I never felt like they were just filler posts. And you all know what I mean when I say filler posts. Those posts where you are just typing something up and hitting publish so that you don't get to a point where it has been too long between posts. I hate those posts! Nobody likes them, they give no insight to who you are or what your life is like, so to me they are no fun to read! But getting back to the point here, I was talking to Stephany and I was telling her that I noticed that when my business was slow I was a blogging fool, then my business picked up and my blogging went to shit.

It's not like I don't ever think of posts. I really do,I swear, but then I never jot the idea down and something grabs my attention and I forget all about it. The post idea never returns. Then I go days without even thinking about my blog.

Now I am sitting here and I am thinking about blogging and I have little ideas going through my mind that I should write down. lol.

I want to take a new approach. Kind of go in a new direction as far as my blog goes. Give it a brand if that makes sense. This is the Momma Bear diaries. I am a stay at home mom, a blog designer, a wannabe chef that half ass cooks, and so much more. Anyone who is a mom knows that being a mom means being so much more than JUST a mom. But here I have only posted about things that we do outside of the house. I don't do things outside of my house all that often, so I felt like I didn't have much to post about on here.

Only now am I realizing that I couldn't be more wrong. I am not posting about the biggest part of me. I am leaving out the day to day and never talking about what I do and how I do it. Now I intend to do that. I want to use this blog to document things that happen around my home and in my life. The little things are just as important as the big things, because I know that If I don't document them then someday those little memories will just be gone. I don't want to be someone who is fake and just posts what I think you guys as readers will want to read. I want to post about something that makes me feel a certain way and then if you love it then we have something in common. If not, then maybe my blog isn't for you.

The funny thing is that as I am typing this post I am realizing what I have been doing wrong for so long. So now it's time to fix it. I don't know how easy this will be, or how long it will take for me to achieve what I want with this blog. But I do hope you all stick around and enjoy seeing the transformation.